Photon oscillation

Picture a photon as a round ball,  has spin, its north is magnetic moment right handed to spin, and a point (like arrow) perpendicular to north in one of 360 degr. That point is the electric field positive (negative its opposite).

When moving at c, are Higgs that limits photon speed. Jumping higgs to higgs.

Throwing virtual photons (less energetic) from higgs in its same orientation, perpendicular to front wave, to movement, creating the magnetic and electric fields.

Higgs wave moves at c created by photon initial acceleration. Photon oscillates from front, passes gradually to the trough, its hit behind and it orients opposite now magnetic and electric towards behind hits. It throws photons (electric field), and Higgs behind wave push it to front. So even we see a gradual ondulation, may be because photons passes all front and back constantly, at same frequency than peaks. (Maybe double. Every peak to peak Higgs wave passing to a detector, photon went back and forth, positive, negative, in every peak to peak).

Even if it looks that the trough has opposite field, its effects are because, it is in back peak. The trough, since had no Higgs, accounts for the part where the field goes to zero. Transition from most Higgs hitting from front, to back peak flow, Higgs hitting from back. Photon keeps moving to back wave and changing orientation because gets hit from back now. It starts finding more Higgs, and throws virtual photons. Negative field goes to peak, as if it were in trough location.

For interference, the Higgs trough affects like a sound wave. Only the negative photon field, is produced by back peak. The photon goes with Higgs wave, moving back to front, and back again. Positive, negative fields, while Higgs wave moves at c.

Another particle without field is the same. If oscillates, may be in the formed Higgs wave.

In the photon, another Higgs wave, or its own that created before, and is coming say from a nearby split, will affect this Higgs ocean, and the photon will go where the new Higgs peaks and troughs have formed. Interference.

Measure things, and you probably have already sent a Higgs wave to your measurement, affecting it a lot. Even if the measurement collision did, not occur. You collapsed its wave. Is easy to destroy inferences so synchronized.

The reason the probability amplitude is the final wave, may be that a particle will be on peaks mor probably, since there are more Higgs. Stays more time there. Once you sum peaks and troughs like a sound wave, that is mechanical like Higgs, you have the final landscape.

Why we square the probability amplitude, besides the positive nature, may be because in reality the wave is 3 dimensional and we must capture the depth component? I do not know.